Finding it again

I realized lately that I've pretty down on a lot of these blogs and that I need to turn the corner and get more positive. Easier said then done. But hey, I'm gonna try.

Lately, though, being alone sure does stink. Now don't get me wrong, being single again has its perks and its nice but sometimes, you just miss those little things... like a hug, or any sort of physical touch, someone to talk to at home at night, or someone who just looks into your eyes and can know what your thinking...

Will I find that again...or something better? Granted, I didn't have all that but I sure wish I did. I sure hope that I will once again find that again. I'll admit, I'm scared to make my heart vulnerable again even though I long for those things. I just don't want to be hurt again but its a fact of life, that I will be. Its time to take a chance and put my best foot forward to start pulling myself out of this trench. So yeah...my thoughts...for now...